BAD Day - Migraine

Been having migraine since the beginning of the week now. That can't be too good, right? I've popped 4 pills on Monday, 2 pills yesterday and another 2 this morning. I'm practically living on Actifast Panadol. Gonna go see the dr in a while. Gonna also drag Nina along. She's been coughing for as long as I remember. 2 bottles of cough syrup also did her no good.

Oklah, dats it for now. Ciao. (Btw, am also illustrating to my sis, Lisa - how to create a blog.. Not that I blog that often.. Hehehe).

Bye lunch time now, after that to the dr it is..

In Remembrance of My Dear Little One..

My Dearest Child,

No farewell words were spoken,

No time to say goodbye,

You were gone before we knew it,

And only God knows why.

Anakku Sayang, Mommy pasrah dan redha dengan ketentuan Yang Maha Esa.

Do know that I love you with all my heart and will be missing you forever. 22 May 2009.

(2.5 months in womb)

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Here's a little poem I wrote in memory of my little one who's in Heaven, who will be sorely and deeply missed by Mommy and Papa, Abang and Kakak Nina.

22 June 2009.

High up in heaven above the sky,

My dear little one lets out a cry,

Surrounded by angels gently brushing her hair,

Offering her hugs and assuring her she's safe in God's care.

Looking down below at Mommy, Papa and her beloved siblings,

Blowing kisses, sending love and reciting little prayer whisperings,

"Dear God, please tell Mommy - it will all be okay,

Please let her know that I will be waiting for her

and Have faith in the fact that we will meet some day.."

Al-Fatihah.

Weekend Activity - Golfing!

Sorry haven't been able to blog much these days. Been absolutely busy with work - ask my colleagues at work - they'd know.. But I thought I'd start again, since 1. Bala's complained how crap my blog was lately and 2. Since I recently captured these nice shots of my children in one of our recent weekend activity.

My dad's an avid golfer and Zarif's been asking his grandpa to teach him golf for the longest time. Last weekend, dad obliged Zarif's little request. Since Nina was also up, I decided to drag her along.. That's the two of them in the morning at my dad's house - waiting for my dad - en route to Kelab Danau Golf, UKM.

Zarif was psyched to get golf lessons from dad. He attempted his swing alone.

But as with all first-timers, he had to try hard to hit the ball. :)

Nina was observing her brother play golf and was going around collecting the balls for her brother to continue hitting..


After a 45-minute session, we had a very tired and frustrated Zarif. Hehe.


Not to worry, my dearest Zarif. We decided to keep his next lessons short - perhaps 45 mins was stretching it a bit too far. But a playground visit later in the day cheered the little fella right up! :)

Well done my son. Mommy's so proud of you.

After effects of 'Hairspray'

Dunno if you've all seen this movie but HBO aired this programme over the Aidil Adha weekend and I found myself immediately glued to the screen. I thought hmm, I could do with watching some of John Travolta's groove moves after reading some rave reviews about this movie musical on the internet. I actually enjoyed it so much that everytime they were showing repeats of it, I took time to watch every single repeat show. Hehe.

Needless to say, I thought John Travolta was good, but there was one character or person on the show that particularly caught my attention and made me want to watch it over and over. And that was Mr Link Larkin played by Mr. Zac Efron of High School Musical Fame. I have not seen the HSM trilogy at all and have only caught glimpses of him whilst surfing through Yahoo's OMG! But never really paid attention to him.

OMG!!! This guy rocks la. Hensem nak mampus. I have high hopes my Zarif would turn into some hot looking charming young fella like this Zac Efron nanti when he's in high school. Check this out. And when Zarif gets to this age and has all the young ladies calling - I'd screen his calls and be that bitchy mommy on the other end of the phone. Hehe.

You can bet I'm gonna name my next baby son Zac too. :)

Question & Answer (Tagged by Anfield Devotee)

Ok - I just learnt about another type of tagging today. The only tagging I knew exist is the tagging on Facebook. Hehe. Yup, shallow me. Today however, I learnt that a fellow blogger can tag you too. And when a fellow blogger tags you - you are meant to then look into this tagging thingy (how apt.. hehe) and answer the same questions your fellow blogger has answered and placed on their blog. I thought this is a pretty interesting way of getting to know your fellow bloggers and fer you to get to know me better. I know I have been awfully quiet for a while.. Honestly, work's been a lot and I have also just recovered from a nasty bout of flu, fever and laryngitis and since I'm feeling so much better today and since work is more manageable nowadays too and since my favourite fellow blogger friend, Anfield Devotee, also tagged me today - I am going to answer the same questions he answered too. So here goes:

1. Do you think you’re hot?

Yes. I used to be even hotter. Sizzling hot la babes. Now, all is not lost though - hehe. Alignment sudah ada banyak lari since giving birth. But that said, I still think I'm hot. I still get guys hitting on me. Maybe the face is a puller :P The body can be worked on still. That'd be my goal for next year.

2. Upload a favourite picture of you.

Ok this is one of my favourites la. I dont have a lot of my personal picture collection with me on my pc here in the office so I've rummaged thru and thought this would be it lah. This is a pix of me and my hubby during the days when we were courting. :) and that would be sometime in 2001. Friggin 7 years ago.

3. Why do you like the picture?

Well - this is a pix of my and my husband (then fiance when this pix was taken). It is one of our first together taken after our engagement. We were having a blast in KL's Planet Hollywood one weekend and I remember us being very much in love here and that we were sooooo la the very into each other this point of time. Hehe.

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?

Hmmm - I can't remember. Must have been sometime in August, before Puasa Month. And i think it was at Domino's. That was before we discovered this Makcik who could deliver delicious lauk right at your doorstep. So no more eating out for us after that.

5. The last song you listened to.

Pink's So What. Love this song. Heard on playing on the radio whilst driving to work today.

6. What are you doing right now?

Well I am blogging.. and sooooo not doing work. :P I would have done work had AD not tagged me and got me going.

7. What name would you prefer besides yours?

I would have loved to have been a Marissa. Sounds so sweet. My Nina was so close to being named Marissa or Maya. But hubby didnt approve. Oh well..
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Well - I guess that's it then. I would hereby now like to tag Madam Szu Pau who has not updated her blog in the longest time!!! Sue, c'mon..!! That's only IF she realises that she's being tagged here and the other person I'd tag would be Madam AA of 'Loveis' blog. High time for her to blog properly. This would be a reason for her to.

Nways - I am in the mood for the weekend already. Bring it on!!

Losing my voice..

I have been sick since about a week ago. I've gone to see the same doctor twice and gotten 2 MCs week after week, but I still have not fully recovered from my bout of sickness. What I have now is a super sultry and soulful voice. Now, whenever I speak it sounds more like of a whisper than anything else. And today I was googling and discovered that I just might have laryngitis - which is what the medical experts refer to as hoarseness or losing of voice. So that might be it - maybe my voice aint super sultry and soulful, after all. It is just plan hoarse.

On one spectrum - losing your voice (temporarily, that is) can be good. Coz then you need not have to say much in meetings as well as not having to shout at your children etc. But my phone in the office still rings you see, and I am finding that I can't answer my calls properly.

Hmm.. that said - Maybe it WAS a blessing that I spilled water unto my hubby's spare handphone (which I was using coz my own handphone pun dah tamat riwayat) and shortcircuited it yesterday coz I guess, with laryngitis - there is no point of even communicating via phone, right? So i think the spilling of water was actually doing me more of a favour?? I dunno.

But that said, it is difficult not being able to speak and having to get your colleagues to receive your calls on your behalf and making them call others for you. I cant imagine what losing your voice permanently is like when losing it temporarily also spells out too much trouble. Let's hope that this laryngitis wont last long, as I read that it usually clears up within a week to ten days with or without medication. So in the meantine, I think I will just try to speak a lot less and rest my vocal chords and sip on more soothing Asam Jawa, Honey and Lemon drinks.

Daniel Craig *Drool*....

OMG - I think this guy is awesome!! He is in my opinion, the sexiest and best Bond ever. *Drool, drool* :P To be honest, I never really noticed him in other movies before, until he played the 007 agent in Casino Royale. Even when they were showing Casino Royale on HBO - I never really paid attention to him, until I finally just decided to sit down and follow the movie. Needless to say, I immediately thought he was cool and started noticing him in other supporting roles in other movies as well too. Ahh, just look at the pix attached. *Sigh* Enough said. :))